Inspired by and written for the Ragtag Daily Prompt, my thanks to Martha Kennedy
Form: The Blitz
It’s complicated
It’s hard to explain
Explaining over and over
Explanations without clarity
Clarity without vision
Clarity hidden in the mist
Mist dividing truth from reality
Misty clouds drifting through my mind
Mind over matter
Mind doesn’t matter
Matters of fact
Matters of irrelevant thinking
Thinking it through before
Thinking it will be okay
Okay whatever
Okay why did you ask
Asking questions
Ask for questions without
Without answers you want
Without resolution
Resolution on the one-way street
Resolutions that disagree
Disagreements of fundamental values
Disagreement on what is truth
Truth is honesty
Truth is a personal experience
Experience of reality in action
Experience tutoring awareness
Awareness of what works for one person
Awareness others don’t understand
Understanding denies my belief
Understanding just another empty promise
Promise it won’t happen again
Promise that it will be the same
Same shit on a different day
Same shit breaking my heart
Heart shattered on the rocks of love
Heart lost in mental confusion
Confusion a new status quo
Confusion focused on indecisive dreams
Dreams of unyielding certainty
Dreams conflicting against emotions
Emotions lost to physical demand
Emotions scattered too far away
Away from the safe place
Away from all of this
This I don’t care do whatever
This your desire for the story told by O
Oh
Whatever
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