Theme: The Self-healing journey
Just to let you know a few things I love about you, man. Yeah, there is probably more but your old fingers ain’t gonna take that much typing are they? And there is the first thing, that self-awareness in that you are getting older and simply accepting that with your usual sense of dry humour. Nobody else gets it but hey why should you care – that is their problem, let them deal with it.
And that leads, naturally, into another thing – your dislike of unnecessary drama and the divas that use it. I swear you have ‘Not my monkeys’ tattooed on the palm of your hand as you roll your eyes and walk away. I know that is an aspect of yourself that you won after a hard fight of feeling you should care just to fit in with other people’s ideals. No, mate, why the hell should you?
I love the fact you stand for your own identity and let other people have theirs. Live and let live, right? So many would deny you your right to be you, even saying being you denies them their identity. What utter rot! They don’t like what you are, there’s a one way door out of your life they can take and you are not afraid to tell them that.
I love your creativity. The way an idea just pops into your head and you make it something powerful, weird, wonderful, or just plain nuts. You see something in the every day world differently and it takes on a new life. Is that magic?
And it is the every day world of nature that fascinates you. I love the tranquillity of your soul as you sit by the stream, night or day, and just absorb the sounds and movements of nature, letting them mingle in your mind with your own thoughts until you are at one with the earth itself. It is there I believe you find that inner resilience to be distanced from others, especially those who have shown they are not worthy of your trust.
Now, JezzieG, I have shown you just how strong you are, mate. You got this, you deserve it, now go for it.
Your eternal twin spirit